sad and happy
August 14, 2007
I will leave for US in a few days and that makes me sad already. I haven’t even step on the plane but I missed my room, my home, family and friends already. Sadly, vacation time is over. However, I’ll meet Edy soon (he left the country a couple of weeks ago). I’m both happy and sad now, can’t decide which one I feel most.
Since we returned from Bali, we’ve been so busy with the wedding preparation that I didn’t have much time to do something else other than wedding-related matters. I felt so cheated on this vacation, time went by too fast. Suddenly, it’s time for me to hop on that plane and suffer another long hour flights. I want more vacation time!
We tried to found all vendors for our Indo party before we leave for US. We’d like to get to know them, know who we are dealing with so that it’s easy to communicate later on since we know each other already. Unfortunately, wedding, especially here, is not a small matter. There are countless things to do and we also felt there are countless vendors we need to meet. For example, I had to visit 3 wedding reception location before we decided to have the party held at JW Marriot. The same thing goes with the wedding organizer. I’ve interviewed 4 organizers before we chose our final decision to work with Fairy Tale organizer to help us. There are florist,stationer, photographer (even though we end up using the same one we had in Bali), and the list still goes on. Just do the math and it’s no wonder that I didn’t have much time left for myself. I’m super excited during this planning stage (You only married once in your lifetime) and I wish that I could extend my stay here. But, leaving Indo means meeting Edy soon…
Am I happy? Am I sad? Am I happy? ….I’m off to bed now before i write more non-sense here.